R.I.P.

The internet is dead to me. And vice versa.
R.I.P
With a swift, quivering smile
I tell my friend of
That ecstatic day and its soaring height
And how the heart-strung patch over
These eyes
Weaved its own repair,
Bright and full from an unfathomable hope
Looming like a hulking giant
Dreaming his blissful sleep,
And I remembered how her touch met mine
And we for moments fled
From his tepid, lurid shell.
There, amid the arid wind of fateless summer days,
I sought the unflinching sorrow from her words,
Tainted beautifully with the acrimony
Of a dreary youth.
Bound in shackles
She lay bereft & cloaked
In her prison garbs, her killing guise
Invisible as the blackest rose.
I left these thoughts to die, to fade in wintry night
For I could not bare the maze she left
And the haunted lonely stall in place
Where she once had pressed these lips.
gonna miss u forever. :’(
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(Source: 70seven)
keep those legs spread
A twingled mass of open shame
Led you from the grassy earth
To gated floods in Heaven skies
Where kind and rippled men
Would shave their heads and die to please
The every word you shed with grace
The wild faultless tinge of life
Swelled for you, a shining knight
Birth and weight, this closing gap
Might crave for more than censored past
Ancient worlds draped with dew
They all sing in praise of
Who?
The king, the welp, the grinning mask
Plastered frames that cite their ghost
But never, not in sinking sand
Could barren minds strain your pace
Manic songs choirs bane
How our hearts
Are shamed for thee
Dipped below the frigid ground
Where loving tones emit the sounds
Where grime and dust consigns the post
Of words half sung in dreamy tongues
A phrase:
” Mighty rivers
Importance flows
Kind can’t for goodness know
Eternal sun your rising moon ”
What others speak, what others say
Will never match
Your chosen way.
The hanging moon positioned against an ivory lattice
Moving feet accompany a throbbing heart,
Uniformity of a blessed state,
A perfect life
The languid soar still amidst my pathway,
And I’ll nourish pungent smiles & fleeting glances
Bearing its weight and dive.
Permanency: no dress to clasp to,
No anchor in your apparition,
A dread that shapes the wandering forms guided by this,
Your empty vigor.
Below the vaulted reigns of a chained sense
A tornado rages onward in the stalwart reaches
Of a mind
The one of yours,
Free and true
These pieces are both here and there,
Concealed &
Apparent
Cloaked in that terrifying drape
You call out with an ecstatic cry
Conflated by: the tower, the black-green mandibles
Around those porous hands.
I left
Your home,
And I wish
Some love
Guided those words
That careless, fell from velvet lips,
And interlocked its meaning where
Foolish hearts fell and dived
To find meaning
Where nothing followed
Where pain made a careful path
Exquisite and dry but present
Ever present despite
Your cry
And my plead
There never came a moment
Where we felt
More than that time
When our hands
Made the impression
Worth every dime
And every time
When touch failed and
Hold died
Outside the remembrance
Of faintest night.
Every night
You held high that pose
And a brilliant edge etched
Marks so strange, broad & slight
Against the unknowable breadth
That sets your grace like twin
Angels
On your lowered, encumbered face
Settled between two ruby gems
Always precious, your glow
Becoming not less, in time,
But more the real,
Shapeful god
That shakes my death, my head, my all
Until nothing, not frothing black
Waves afloat could
Bridge myself away
From your sight
And dreams
Waking, ecstatic dreams
Where you & I
March
Beyond
Ourselves
To a
Sunless, aching
Dawn.